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I had already had an exhausting night Friday. Three animals on fluids, four on medications, a heap of laundry to wash and surgical packs to make, and a filthy, filthy hospital to clean: I barely got in a half-hour nap the whole night. I had a poodle who had undergone massive surgery, mastectomy/hysterectomy, who whined pitifully all night, plus a dachshund on seizure watch, Buster, so I couldn't really leave Recovery for any length of time.

I went in Saturday night praying it would be easier. The poodle was gone but Buster was still hanging out. I thought things wouldn't be so bad, and then I walked the boarders.

The last one out was Brownie, a Llasa apso with freaky blue eyes. Brownie had been perfectly normal Friday. But Saturday he got to the top of the stairs and suddenly froze. He shook his head and began foaming at the mouth. What the...? I thought. Then he dashed madly into the center of the yard, ducking and looking around frantically like a pterodactyl was after him, then flopped over on his side twitching violently.

Oh god.

I ran through the hospital faster than I've ever run in my entire life. Grabbed my cell to call Tery, who was at a party nearby with most of the hospital staff.

"DOG SEIZING" I gasped. Instantly she handed me off to Dr. K, who must have been standing right there.

"Just give him a little Valium in his IV," she instructed casually. She was obviously referring to Buster.

"No, Brownie!" I clarified.

"Brownie? Who's Brownie?"

I'll spare you the full comedy of errors. Long story short, I was supposed to administer 2 cc of Valium to Brownie rectally. But if you think it's easy to find a dog's little bumhole while it's flailing on the ground, think again. Also my brain locked up and I gave 0.2 instead. Fortunately by the time I got back out to him, the seizure was mostly over.

What follows is the post-ictal state, where the dog's pupils are dilated, they are temporarily blind, understandably panicked and more than a little "loopy," as K. put it. K. left the party immediately to come put an IV catheter in for ease of future injections, but until she arrived it was up to me to calm the dog down. This involved crawling into the cage with Brownie and sitting with him, stroking him and talking to him soothingly. The dog meanwhile was covered in pee, foam and the usual dog slobber. I didn't pay it any mind -- this is why I wear scrubs (Tabby laughed at me last weekend when they stopped in to check on a patient. She said she'd wear jeans and a T-shirt if she worked third shift).

K. put the catheter in, told me what a terrific job I did, and was on her way.

Consequently I handled the second seizure with far greater aplomb. It was the weirdest thing: All night the dog was fine. Then come morning I took him outside again and the minute the cold air hit him, he seized again, in the exact same pattern. It was easier to give the Valium via the catheter (the right amount this time) and I'd like to think it was over much quicker because of my actions. I called K. back who had to come in to relieve me, because the dog obviously couldn't be left alone. Back to sitting in the cage petting him, lather, rinse, repeat. So I had to get a picture of Brownie, the dog whose life I may or may not have saved:

You're doing a heckuva job, Brownie! is perversely all I could think
Still post-ictal, so not at his prettiest


Exciting. And now that I've experienced it, hopefully not as nerve-wracking next time. As K. said, your first seizure can be terrifying. Maybe someday I'll be as jaded and blasé about it as K. is.

There were other dogs there of course. I had Honus, who now has a little brother, Travis. Surprisingly, having a younger beagle nearby has cured Honus of his assholiness more than chemical sedation ever could.

Honus y Travis
Travis had an ear infection when very young, and ever since has had this little head tilt giving him a perpetually quizzical look


And now, ladies and gentlemen, I would like to present to you the BEST dog that ever lived:

A dog I would consider stealing
Willie, my love


Willie is a Basenji mix, a breed from Africa that doesn't bark (the first thing I love about him). In case you can't be arsed to check out the Wikipedia article, they also share some traits with cats, i.e. fastidious hygiene and high intelligence. Willie is every bit as soft as he looks, and very loyal to even me, who he sees two nights very infrequently. For example, I was a little freaked out when I walked him in the morning and noticed a palette propped in front of the back shed to keep the dogs out was knocked over. As I tiptoed around trying to investigate, he stuck unwaveringly to my leg throughout. And when I offer him a treat for "kenneling up," he takes it from my hand so gingerly and slowly, taking exquisite care not to bite by accident. Yes, if ever there were a dog I would consider kidnapping, Willie would be the one.

On the way home I pass a 24-hour McDonald's, and on Sunday morning, though there wasn't yet a hint of a sunrise, I decided I bloody well deserved a break today.

Date: 2007-02-26 10:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vagynafondue.livejournal.com
Dude. That sounds absolutely harrowing! You handled that so well. I can't be around animals in pain. If I so much as lightly step on one of my cats' tails by accident, my heart breaks.

I'd say you definitely deserved a McDonald's breakfast!

Thansk for posting pics, too -- I love dogs!

Date: 2007-02-27 01:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] grrgoyl.livejournal.com
At the risk of sounding coldhearted, I really don't develop that much of an attachment in the course of a weekend. It's definitely easier when it's not your own pet, I've noticed. But when stuff like a seizure happens, you almost go on auto pilot and everything becomes very clinical and detached (she said with her vast array of experience).

Date: 2007-02-27 12:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yammerhead.livejournal.com
Of course it's probably like comparing apples and Doritos when it comes to comparing dog seizures and human seizures, but if dogs are anything like us, they don't remember shit about the seizure itself--it's more of the 'what the fuck just happened?!'

Blissfully, I cannot remember a thing about my grand mal seizure, which is nice. I do wish someone had thought to shove some Valium up my butt, though.

Date: 2007-02-27 01:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] grrgoyl.livejournal.com
I'm sure he didn't remember the seizure itself. However, being struck blind might have been a bit disconcerting.

Let me go on record as saying that I can deal with rectal drug administration on animals WAY better than on humans.

Date: 2007-02-27 07:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kavieshana.livejournal.com
I have to second [livejournal.com profile] vagynafondue's reaction - autopilot or not, you were amazing. I was freaking out just reading about the seizure!

This was a great read. Did you take the picture of Honus and Travis?

Date: 2007-02-27 07:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] grrgoyl.livejournal.com
Thank you *blush* I really didn't deserve Kay's glowing praise for the first seizure, like I said I administered so little Valium it couldn't of made a difference. From what she told me, seizures really aren't that big a deal unless they go on for longer than 5 minutes, but also like she said even a few seconds to the untrained eye can seem like an eternity. But I was pretty proud of how calm I stayed during the second seizure.

Yes, I took the picture. Not the greatest composition, but it's hard enough to get one dog to cooperate for photos!

Date: 2007-02-27 08:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kavieshana.livejournal.com
I'm proud of you for doing anything at all. A lot of people don't know what to do if a dog sneezes, let alone starts seizing.

I actual like the composition a lot. Check it out in pretentious black-and-white style:

Date: 2007-02-27 08:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] grrgoyl.livejournal.com
Well, thanks again.

I like the B&W. And in that case, I carefully planned out the composition.

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